I was an idiot, and so afraid to make a change.

I was trapped, depressed and burned out.

I was worried about money, family , and patients.

I was not a priority.

Then,

One day, nothing mattered any more, I stopped caring.

I said to my husband, “I’m done, I quit, I don’t care if I live in a tent. I am getting out.”

This wonderful man said no problem, do what you need to do.

I heard about traveling doctors, and guess what, I was curious.

Tried it one time, I walked in, did my magic, and walked out.

Money dropped in the bank.

No more dealing with hospital politics, indifferent colleagues.

No more office drama

No more insurance and government drama

In my travels, I have met many female physicians who have families, debts, and may be the sole breadwinner, harassed and trapped like I was.

Yes, its scary to make a big move, but don’t make my mistake.

It’s ok to put yourself first, children will adapt, spouses will support.

I wish someone sat me down and told me this 10 years ago

I missed a lot.

I have regrets.

I can’t change the past, but I most certainly can control the future.

So can you.